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  Posted by: missing1half

  Posted: 07/21/2017

  missing1half commented on the discussion Just asking for wisdom....

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  7/13/17

  Posted by: missing1half

  Posted: 07/13/2017

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  There are days were I just feel off and don't want to do anything.  I find myself just exhausted from doing nothing and all I want to do is cry.  But I can't cry, I am at work so I have to try and be normal.  I don't think there is anything normal in my life anymore.  I want to go and do things but at the same time I just want to hide away from the world.  I keep asking "God how long will this torture last?"  I pray daily for Jesus to return so this pain will just disappear.  People say...

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  Posted: 07/13/2017

  missing1half liked TeamDS's journal Affirmation for July 10, 2017.

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  Posted: 07/12/2017

  missing1half became friends with Leelalulee.

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  Ranting

  Posted by: missing1half

  Last Reply: scottito 07/11/2017

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  Hey everyone, I just need to rant briefly. I have been a widow for 1 year and 3 months and was married for less than 5 years but I don't understand what happened to dating during that time. Since my husband passed away, I have had multiple people ask me to "hook up", "Netflix and chill", etc. I have not been asked on one normal date. And if this is what dating is now, well then NO THANK YOU! For one, I know what a real relationship is and I am not going to settle for anything less. And no; sex...

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  Posted: 06/21/2017

  missing1half commented on the discussion Nights are the hardest....

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  Posted: 06/20/2017

  missing1half became friends with SandyZal.

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  Nights are the hardest...

  Posted by: missing1half

  Last Reply: Savannah17 06/22/2017

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   I lost my husband just over a year ago on April 6, 2016. I got woken up on April 5th to a sheriffs deputy pounding on my front door and telling me that my husband was in an accident and it didn't look good. I still have nightmares of pounding on my door to where I actually get up and make sure no one is there. I remember just sitting in the hospital next to Nick and praying that this wasn't real, that Nick would wake up and be fine, that I would wake up from this nightmare. I still find...

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  Posted: 06/20/2017

  missing1half joined the group Widows & Widowers.

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  Posted: 06/20/2017

  missing1half became friends with TeamDS.