Is it worse?

That is the question of the day. Is it worse today than yesterday? I am still miserable, I have had major rage issues today and I am still shivering. So is my depression worse? Is my sickness worse? Has the day been worse?
I just dont know. I do know that I am fed up with the rapid cycling, I am fed up with the whole shitty depression business. It actually makes me want to scream.
 
Do you know when you say a word too much, it starts to sound ridiculous? I have just had that with the word worse. It is a bollocks word, complete bollocks.