Destruction.
Today I got myself so angry I broke something. Let me make something clear, the thing that inspired my rage had been working fine. It was the nice blue ps3 pad my sister got me for christmas. The square button stopped working, tested another pad just to make sure. I decided to take it apart to fix it but only succeded in making it worse.
So I put it on the floor and punched the shit out of it until it was just pieces of plastic.
It is now living in the bin. I think the PS3 may follow shortly.
I am in a cunt of a mood and there is nothing I can do about any of it, nothing will make me feel better.
It has now been 2 weeks of feeling like this and I am near the end of my patience. I AM NEVER GOING TO GET MY LIFE BACK BECAUSE I AM A FUCKING MENTAL AND I AM UNABLE TO DO SIMPLE THINGS WITHOUT FUCKING THEM UP.
What a cunt.
So I put it on the floor and punched the shit out of it until it was just pieces of plastic.
It is now living in the bin. I think the PS3 may follow shortly.
I am in a cunt of a mood and there is nothing I can do about any of it, nothing will make me feel better.
It has now been 2 weeks of feeling like this and I am near the end of my patience. I AM NEVER GOING TO GET MY LIFE BACK BECAUSE I AM A FUCKING MENTAL AND I AM UNABLE TO DO SIMPLE THINGS WITHOUT FUCKING THEM UP.
What a cunt.
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Sounds like we\'re in a similar place my friend
hugs you
You beat up an inanimate broken object...It can be replaced. Don\'t be so hard on yourself *hugs*
hugguns my man, i feel your pain - i need to buy a new internet router for the same reasons.. the old one was shit one time too many and found itself on the receiving end of my feelings on the matter....
also, don`t blame yourself too much, Sony build quality is always piss poor, their flimsy-ass pads being the primary example. They`re not designed to let you fix them very easily either, they INTEND for you to fuck it up so you have to buy another. one fell off my bed once (quite the height i`m sure you`ll agree!) and busted the R2 button, i got the pad apart but refitting the rumble things was a nightmare and the button contacts misalign SO easily when you put them back together that the desire to obliterate them is soon overwhelming.