Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

It is better to welcome life. Who says death will erase your pain? You take yourself with you so you take your pain with you.
Sounds like you have been deeply wounded to the core of your being but that doesn't mean you should quit on yourself. You are your own best friend and no matter who has hurt you, that doesn't mean you have to agree with them. It doesn't mean you have to go hurt yourself just because others have hurt you.
There are over 7 billion people on this planet and they all are not rotten to the core just because you have experienced many in your circle who are--dont paint everybody with the same brush.
You are totally unique. Your fingerprints are different than 7 000, 000, 000 other people's fingerprints. There is only one of you and no-one else in the entire world is exactly like you so that makes you important and priceless. It means you are irreplacable. It means you have something unique to offer this world that no-one else can. It means that you are to find your life purpose here and now. You won't find that beyond death's door.
It is not your time to die. Yoy haven't fulfilled why you were born and live here. So "no" to checking out. Suicide is never the answer to anything.
You may have not found answers YET to your hurts, relationships, difficulties, but there are answers. Keep seeking till you find those answers just like you would seek for gold in a field--keep searching till you find--that gold is worth it. Those answers are worth it no matter how long it takes. And so are you!!