Nobody Knows

Nobody can feel what i feel inside
Nobody can tear down these walls
Nobody can force me to do anything
Nobody knows how angry I am
Nobody nows exactly how angry I am at myself.
Nobody knows that I cry when im alone in the shower.
Nobody knows that I imagine my razor blade going across my wrist
Nobody knows how alone I am
Nobody knows I pretend im fine and flash a smile but really im crying inside.
Nobody knows that when I watch happy family commercials I wished they were my family.
Nobody knows the regret I feel.
Nobody knows how much I fight everyday
I dont think anybody really knows how much I love and cherish each moment I have with them
Nobody knows that if I tell them how much I love them ,it will be even harder to lose them.