lynnejoy65

how i hate what this place has done to my head family and my whole life no londer the mum partner just a dumb bitch who has lost both of her legs my boys think iam still sick and paul wont go near me...

need to be home 6 WEEKS AND REALLY NEED TO BE HOME NEED TO BE A MUM AGAIN Feel usless not being a mum  just want to be normal again do what i want to do when i want to do it miss cooking cleaning...

had i hit rock bottom yesterday not sure am i just showing the doc and nurses stillwhat they want to see not sure all i know it has to all about me not my boys paul or even missy  how hard that will...

had i hit rock bottom yesterday not sure am i just showing the doc and nurses stillwhat they want to see not sure all i know it has to all about me not my boys paul or even missy  how hard that will...

today hit rock bottom and i mean rock bottom  really wanted my life to end dont wont to be a burdden on my boys  espically luke my god iam the mum luke only18 NEEDS HIS LIFE  dont want to be a...

woke up today in tears not sure why but feeling very sory for myself why cause why should i be punished  did my job good  was a good mum and look at me no legs stuck in wheelchair feeling useless...

woke up today in tears not sure why but feeling very sory for myself why cause why should i be punished  did my job good  was a good mum and look at me no legs stuck in wheelchair feeling useless...

well havent written in my journal for such long time but after todays bad news just need to write down my feelings or going to go crazy so after alog and hard fight am having my good leg amputed next...

what amazing true friends can be wonderful people no trouble to listen when you are down and struggling with life all i can say thank god for true friends

just want to say thankyou to a specail man for making me see sense tonight he know who he is a big thakyou from the bottom of my heart,he made me  relise that i am a good friend

feel like shit today been very angry and beencrying just had enough of living maybe its the time of year all the stress

today went to the leg doc,as was having trouble bending the knee found out i have worn the two side sockets so going to get a new leg jumping up and for joy as going to try a differentstyle something...

feeling heaps better today been walking on my leg for a week without ay probelms feels great must of had a brain freeze last few weeks nearly back to normal lol cook paul roast dinner tonight and he...

thank god and a very specail friiend(she knows who it is) i am nearly back to normal lol what ever that is wore my leg today felt great no more wheelchair,what a silly bugger i was but we all have...

went away for acouple of days with paul and told him everything that was going on felt goodalso went to the docs and told him i wasnt coping he gave me some tablets to take but not to sure yet bit...