feeling unloved
how i hate what this place has done to my head family and my whole life no londer the mum partner just a dumb bitch who has lost both of her legs my boys think iam still sick and paul wont go near me at all yesterday thought i would make effort to like nice for him but what a waste of time hit piss me off all ineed was him to show me some loving and well got nothing at all today didnt even talk much fucken sat next to somelse and taaaaaaalk to her all night shit i know not much to look at but just cause i have lost both legs still me and till need loving maybe after 20 years its time to go our own ways not sure what to do maybe he os worrried he might hurt me when maaking love not sure i have a gut fleeing he put off bye me only being 3 quater of a lady no legs make him sick he doesnt even look at me anymorebut i suppose thats some think i will have to work on but am i piss piss piss piss piss piss piss piss off need to go home so much to get some order in my life need to be a mum ,parnter but most of all me just good plain me
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Heyyyyy...
Don\'t be so hard on yourself or your family\'..
Yes.. You don\'t look quite the same.
But you still are YOU. Try not to let negative thoughts live in your mind!
I feel that you and your husband will need to talk about how you can help eah other get through this. It all happened to you, but you are in this together so a new situation affects him too.
Right now you need to focus on healing and rehab. You will need to find new ways to do some things...and you can!!!
Right now, your hubby needs just be beside you and show his love and support wirh his presence.
Give it all some time, ok?
It will get better, you juat have to have hope!!!