had i hit rock bottom yesterday not sure am i just showing the doc and nurses stillwhat they want to see not sure all i know it has to all about me not my boys paul or even missy  how hard that will be dont know all i know that iam going to walk again  maybe only i can say do i want to work hard at it sure do has to prove to the people who have knock me down just how wrong they were but most of all me then my family friends hopefully here comes the new me



Be very loving and gentle with yourself. The world is a cruel place in so many ways - we simply must be very good to ourselves.

Gentle ((hugs))
:-) Patricia