I don't fit in anywhere. I feel like a freak. I'm a girl physically, but sometimes I feel male. Not just feeling alittle tomboyish or whatever, but I feel like a total male in a female body. Other times I am fine as a girl however. And its not just that. My sexuality changes as well! I can feel like a gay or bi male, a straight male, a les/bi girl, or a straight girl. It is very confusing. I have no idea what to do about this. How do I go on in life when my gender and sexuality is constantly changing? It is not like I feel like someone who is just FTM. I can't change my body to fit what I am feeling, cause I obviously can't get surgery every day. I don't even know how to express myself! I just have no fucking clue what to do.