This is the end...

Dramatic title I know. But I really feel like it is. I can't stop myself. I really need to hurt myself. I took myself off my medicine. I won't be needing it anymore. I seem to be getting better to everyone but I am really not. Everytime I cut, it gets deeper and deeper, and I am sure that eventually it will get to the point where I will end up dead. Not that I care that much but still. A very very small part of me is trying to fight it but I think it is loosing.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I love you. Don\'t die... read my other posts... Please?
deleted_user
deleted_user

awww hun xxxx listen, i know what u mean but sometimes we have to keep going, the only reason im still here is my close friend tim, there has to be someone out there like that that u couldnt possibly handle hurting, think about that person think about what it would do to that person if u left. listen my msn is twihard_no1@hotmail.com ill be here if u need to talk, send me an msn message and ill give u my mob no too hun... we need to watch out for eachother, as hard as it may seem.
deleted_user
deleted_user

everyone who is depressed has had those thoughts about killing themselves. some people act and some people don\'t. friends (my opinion) are the best way for you. they are very supportive and can help in almost every situation
deleted_user
deleted_user

i\'m sorry you\'re feeling so bad. Talk to me anytime, and please don\'t die
deleted_user
deleted_user

don\'t hurt yourself, it never solves anything, it may make you feel better but there are medical and emotional risks to it. Pain is a natural depressant, the more you cut the more depressed you will feel
If you ever need to talk, im here for yah
And you control whether that little part of u loses or not ;)