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For the last two weeks I have been walking most mornings...I say my prayers as I walk and find that I am a much calmer person afterwards.Enjoying the morning walks but not enjoying waking up so...

So that last time I journaled I was complaining about my job situation. Well I went for an interview last Friday. The principal I knew and the VP was very relaxed. The interview went well, however...

I do not know how to delete a goal so I have put it to zero. Concieve a healthy child is not my goal any more. Becoming healthier is all that matters.

Mondays are always blaaa days. I was dreading going back and being asked by some of the people who knew I was off, that magically question....how did it go. It was difficult at first to answer them,...

My week off of work has done wonders for me. My DH decided to paint and redecorate our living/dinning area and it looks fabulous. I may even post pictures because it is now magazine worthy. I have...

We had a chat with our fertility doctor today. It was not very encouraging. She just told us that it must be an egg factor...well duh! My ususal cycles on these drugs are not  28 days but 31...I...

We did our retrieval yesterday and today the embroylogist called us back. I only produced 4 eggs from 24 follicles, she could not get all the ones on the left side. my LH had dropped from day 8 to...

I can not believe that April is almost here and my only IVF journey begins tomorrow. I have to go in for cycle monitoring and in the evening they will let me know what to do for my doseages. I am so...

I have no idea what is going in here...Everytime I think AF is coming it does not then I do a preganacy test and it comes up negative. We finally decided to do the IVF for March so that we can...

Yippy! Today we met with our adoption practitioner. She gave some good news, that India which usually takes upto 2 years before a child proposal is seen is now doing them in 2 months after a...

Today was so awkward that I do not know how I made it through the day!I went to my cousins house to celebrate his son's 3rd birthday. When I got there it was sooo awkward...the first thing out of...

I know that I am not alone out there. That there are women who have been in my situation and lived through it. So I joined another site called "Childless not by choice" and it is amasing how many...

In our life times we will meet a variety of people...some will touch our lives while others fade away...Bill was one who touched my life. I did not know until today that he passed away last week. At...

I had a long discussion with an old friend today. I was telling her about how stressful my day was and that a fellow peer is upset because I did not consult with her about a field trip and that she...

I Know that I was going to make all my postings private, but I could not resist this one.I had my physical today. Apparently it has been two years since I had one, so that was not big surprise. Two...