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Status: I've been tryin' I'm not lying' No one's perfect, I've got baggage Life's too short babe, time is flying I'm looking for baggage, that goes
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I'm not sure where to start....I guess with me. I have a history of self harm, suicide attempts, and suicidal thoughts. Reaching out for help has always been a crap shoot. After my first attempt I...
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The low I've hit recently I'm pretty sure is job related. I posted about on here a few times - I was transferred and promoted back in January. The job is great, but exhausting and overwhelming at...
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Pros and cons to saving the houseProsno need to find a new placeno need to move the dogs/my stuffNo security depositmay be cheaper than renting once we are caught up or rent out a roomNot on a lease,...
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This is me saying I'm tired and lost. I'm tired of trying so hard but feeling like I'm always behind, like i still don't know where I'm going, like everyone else gets things together, or gets what...
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My boyfriend, Jimmy and I have been saving for months to go on a trip to Colorado to visit his sister who lives out there. He unfortunately ended up getting a few traffic tickets and having to spend...
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Things have been rough lately. Really rough. I may or may not have mentioned this, but back in December my sister accused my boyfriend of doing something I know he didn't do. I know he didn't because...
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I just laid down $170 for a new windshield because someone took a baseball bat to the damn car, and the next day the tire goes flat and it takes 1.5 hours to change because a lugnut is stuck on....
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Haven't written in a while...theres been too much going on, so much shit. so so much shit. SO much shit I don't feel like talking about. But I felt I should record a few thoughts on here. I don't...
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Why is it always money? I feel so depressed all the time, for a very long time, and it's always been because of money...or rather, not having it. I remember my dad being in and out of work a lot...
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I don't have a ton of time, its late and I'm tired...but I wanted to post a quick update on here. Thinga have been better than could be expected. I'm back to work, my boyfriend was able to get a car...
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As I previously mentioned, based on my schools advice I signed up for certain classes and they were wrong about them being covered by my financial aide so now I owe money. I'm on disability now I...
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Life has been insane lately. I broke my arm and have been out of work, which means money has been tight and its stressful because of all the pets I have depending on me. Oh, and did I mention my...
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Monday morning, as promised, I began to make calls that the hotline gave me. The first two places didn't take my insurance, and the third's intake person wasn't in. I left a message then stopped...
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Everything has been off lately. I can't seem to function. I can't eat, or sleep, or get out if bed. I want to die. The suicidal thoughts creep constantly in my head, and with 2 attempts under me...
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Today was just plain awful. Not just bad, beyond that. I've been fighting almost constantly with my boyfriend all day, and that kills me. I finally got the courage to talk to him about seeing a...
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