bluemoon23

I already posted today but I needed to again. Today was a depressing day, probably because I made it one. I could have had a better attitude, especially towards Andrew. The advice I got was to...

I start my new job tomorrow and i'm pretty nervous. Plus Andrew is leaving for his week long leave so I won't have him for support. So my first week at my first job i'll be all on my own. Things...

It's been awhile since i've written, haven't had the internet. I'm living in a new town with a new boyfriend and his family. It's very difficult with my depression and anxiety disorder to be away...

I have always had dreams about a classmate of mine who died shortly after we graduated. I went to his viewing and said my goodbyes. We weren't very close and didn't run in the same circle of friends....

I'm so frustrated right now, I just want to grab people and shake some sense into them. I wish people would just live their own lives and just leave me alone. I'm so physically sick all the time from...

Well last night at work I was really dizzy and lightheaded. I knew I was dehydrated again. I told my boss I needed to go to the emergency room again, and she said to try and call in a replacement and...

I almost have reached my 10 pound goal,but unfortunately I think most or all of it is because i'm sick. I lost 4 pounds in 2 days! Losing it like this will only have it come right back plus some....

My boyfriend went out last night and I was dreading every minute of it. Luckily I was so upset with other things I really didn't let the jealousy get to me. He knew that I was having a hard time with...

Well, tonight is the night that my boyfriend is going out to the casino with friends and then to a party. I'm really anxious and nervous about it. It helps that I have to work this weekend so that...

I paid $60 and waited a month for the medicine Domperidone to arrive from Canada for my Gastroparesis. Yet i'm still miserable. My doctor said to give it a few months and then we'll see, but I think...

I cannot believe the nerve a member here has. I'm writing it in my journal because I do not want to direct any negative comments directly at them because then i'd be no different than that person....

Well every day I seem to be getting worse. I can barely stand up straight without being in some sort of pain and I always feel like i'm going to pass out. My boss told me today that I need to look...

Well my boyfriend and I have finally broken up. I feel really bad because i'm not upset as much as I probably should be. Yes I love him, but it just didn't feel right anymore. I have my own problems...

With all this stress and anxiety i've become sicker than before. And of course the doctor can't do a thing about it right now until my medicine comes in from Canada. I tried to start eating solid...