bluemoon23

We finally had a positive! but it was a faint positive...but that line was there for both of us to see. I knew days before this was it, I could feel in all my symptoms that it had to be because I was...

I have a real bad habit of checking up on my husband. The phones are in my name so I can see every number that calls/texts. I used to do this when he was on the verge of relapse, in fact me finding...

Bio mom is finally going to have a warrant coming out! It's only taken the court a year! In one year we have gotten one payment for $90. I'm sorry but that does not cover half the cost of daycare,...

So I'm finally registered to return to college. But now I'm rethinking my major. I work in the mental health field now, but the only way to advance at my workplace is with a bachelors in social work....

I'm ready to pack my things and disappear...maybe live in the woods lol. No people, no drama, no communication...sounds nice.But I am stuck here. I'm tired of drama in my life. I married a man with...

I'm going to try and have a positive day. Yesterday really threw me for a loop and I am not capable of handling stressful situations with a level head. I still have a lot of work to do on myself. I...

I have so much anger in me right now. Bio mom moved 200 miles away without consent and didn't notify us. Now she expects us to drive 200 miles to pick the kids back up after her visit. Financially we...

lost 11 pounds!

I not only lost 10 pounds which was my original goal....I stepped on the scale today in the bathroom at work and I am down 11 pounds!!!!!

Down 4 pounds according to the scale at work! wahooo!!!!

I'm to the point where i'm so tired and depressed that I don't even have the strength to care anymore. I'm so sick of life that i'm at my lowest point. I honestly think that i've lost all of my faith.

He lied again! He had told me that he never told his ex he loved her. So what do I find? I find a fucking message on facebook saying he was in love with her! Oh no he never told her that according to...

Been living with Andrews family for about a month now. Things aren't bad but they aren't really good either. They put so much pressure and stress on him and it hurts to see him suffer like this. Of...

Today went a lot smoother. Some moments were a little frustrating at some points but I got through it. If anything I miss Andrew so much right now. I keep thinking about his deployment and how it...

I'm so upset right now. Why can't I just trust? Why can't I just see that Andrew means well and wouldn't hurt me? i seen a questionable conversation on his facebook and I blew up. He doesn't deserve...