today was better

Today went a lot smoother. Some moments were a little frustrating at some points but I got through it. If anything I miss Andrew so much right now. I keep thinking about his deployment and how it will effect our relationship. He says we will be fine, that he loves me and will come back to me. I just worry about his safety. He says he got more info about his deployment but that it's classified. I know he can't tell me, but it bothers me that i don't get to know what's going on. I have a year until he deploys but his drills are so lonely and depressing. This time apart has really made me find out just how much I love him an.