chemical pregnancy???

We finally had a positive! but it was a faint positive...but that line was there for both of us to see. I knew days before this was it, I could feel in all my symptoms that it had to be because I was pregnant. I was always dizzy, nauseous, and late! It had to be it! I never had a positive pregnancy test before, it was the greatest feeling in the world...
 
Then it all came crashing down...cramps, a clot, bleeding. I am devastated. I never felt so much loss over something I never really even had. We were so close. My husband said at least we know we can get pregnant now and that's a start. But for me I was hoping this was it. I'm supposed to start college in a few months to finish my bachelors. I figured if I got pregnant before school started it was a sign not to go back and to focus on family. Now if I do get pregnant during the next four years it will make it harder for me to finish my degree and I will have tons of student loans to pay back with no degree. So now I will have to wait four-five years before having a child....ideally. But I don't' want to quit trying. I just have to remember this life is not going to be how I plan it, it will be how God has planned it for me.