ready to disappear

I'm ready to pack my things and disappear...maybe live in the woods lol. No people, no drama, no communication...sounds nice.
But I am stuck here. I'm tired of drama in my life. I married a man with kids so automatically drama is involved. I'm just tired of it. I'm always the one left in the fire just because she's threatened. In court she says nothing about my husband, it's all me. Why? I know she has to be jealous of me because of the situation, that's the only thing that could cause her to have so much hatred! or maybe she's just an evil human being. Either way i'm washing my hands of it all.