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This makes year 10.   It was just a short time ago when all this journey started.  Life is like the waves of the ocean, sometimes calm other times the waves are ruff and mean.  The ebb and flow...

I am starting to get the holiday blues.  Christmass stuff has been out for awhile, this is no longer my favorite time of year.  Now that the twins are 13 and not wanting to come over the Grams...

This Mothers Day, we are special Mothers.  We have suffered loss and still get up each day and live a life we have been given.  Our Sons or Daughters are sending us wishes some of us will hear them...

Today is your birthday, you just loved your apple pie and ice cream.  No cake at all.   I just love that you are differant who wants the samething that everyone else gets.You came to visit me...

This is my third try to write this journal.  Something is working against me tonight.  I did turn off electronics just to BE.  I did reflect on Mikes life, and how much he is missed.  Do you...

Mike, You should be turning 36 today, I missed teasing you on turning 30. Now going towards 40 I would love to know how things would be working out for you.  I labored long time with you, finally at...

I was a good girl and took  LJ's advise and put myself in my room..  I don't have a comfy chair yet.  I re-arranged my room a little and put my little antique chair to good use.  I just sat with...

I want to wish all of you a Happy Mothers Day.  I do hope you felt your Angels today.  I remember my son never forgot Mothers Day I got a phone call or a mushy card.  I do miss him remembering. My...

To day was a pretty good day at work. I went over and saw my grandson after work to day he was so happy to see us.  He jumped up and down when he saw POP POP, then he ran over to me huged my legs...

Last weekend my niece graduated from high school. Mike (hubby) and I took the twins with us to celebrate with Lizzy.  Everyone had a great time.  I ended up with the girls for the entire weekend...

The other day I was sitting on the couch watching nature outside the french doors. I guess I was day dreaming, then all of a sudden a dark wave came over me, my son is gone forever....  I don't...

Yesterday we celibrated the twins 5th birthday.  Alyssa had the party at the ice rink.  It was fun to see them try to skate, these kids in FL do not have the chance to skate rinks are not...

Yesterday Tara called me, she has decided to move into a house.  She really needs the room, going from 800 sq ft to 1800 sq ft is nice.  The 2 kids need the room.  She also got a job in book...

My daughter and a friend of hers got into a fight (verbal)  she was trying to get the kids to a friends house because they were scared.  He tryed to block her she hit him the keys were in her hand,...

I was just reading what was on a friends facebk page:A son will hold your hand just for a little while, but will hold your heart for a lifetime. It is so true.  Our kids are in our hearts...