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To day is the day that my son was born.  I remember that day very well.  I will never forget. Dear Michael Today you should have turned 30 yrs old.  I bought an apple pie to celebrate.  Katelyn...

Just getting back to the real world.  7 days at sea was great.  Hopefuly I can keep this feeling of being ok  lasts for more than just a few days. On the 31st of this month would have been my son...

Last night as I was waiting for sleep, I kept thinking about Michael.  I seen to re-live the day Tara found him on the couch not looking good. She called me and I rushed over to their place.  I saw...

It was a dreary day today, but I didnt think dreary thoughts.   My friend Karen exchanged Christmas presants today( better late than never)  and then we went out to lunch. It was a good time. We...

Its Sunday, I have the twins they are so full of life.  I wish I could be that carefree.  One is napping so its much easier w/ one running around .  I should start getting ready for our vacation...

I made it past Chistmas with lots of tears...  My late sons girlfriend was not dealing at all.  She has let her ex husband back in her life because of her daughter, Katelyn.  He has a hard time...

today I am ok     My friends are being very supportive.  I can continue to get lost in my work because there is so much of it.   Will continue to move forward.....

I made it through the day by keeping busy, wrapping and having a few of my sons friends over.My girlfiend lost her son a few years ago  so she holds me up then I will hold her up when needed.  Now...

This week I have been very busy trying to get things done at work & home.  The twins & their mom live w/ us.  The girls keep me out of trouble, but as the 1st anniversy of my sons death gets closer...

The holidays are coming, I wish they would go away.  I have to be happy a do things like cook and be happy, buy presents.  Like every thing is fine, when its not....

Last weekend my niece graduated from high school. Mike (hubby) and I took the twins with us to celebrate with Lizzy.  Everyone had a great time.  I ended up with the girls for the entire weekend...

The other day I was sitting on the couch watching nature outside the french doors. I guess I was day dreaming, then all of a sudden a dark wave came over me, my son is gone forever....  I don't...

Yesterday we celibrated the twins 5th birthday.  Alyssa had the party at the ice rink.  It was fun to see them try to skate, these kids in FL do not have the chance to skate rinks are not...

Yesterday Tara called me, she has decided to move into a house.  She really needs the room, going from 800 sq ft to 1800 sq ft is nice.  The 2 kids need the room.  She also got a job in book...

My daughter and a friend of hers got into a fight (verbal)  she was trying to get the kids to a friends house because they were scared.  He tryed to block her she hit him the keys were in her hand,...