Hannah91

My heart is broken tonight. 20 years it took me, to finally find that one real love. After so many painful events, I had put up walls, swearing to keep anyone out that could hurt me. And it worked...

Hello again friends,I realize I have been away for a long time. (about 6 months now?) I was going through a rough patch, but I have been doing really great lately. I took some time for myself, did a...

One of my best friends committed suicide yesterday... I'm still trying to process it. There's so much running through my head. So many "why? and What ifs?". I've been numb mostly until just a couple...

I'm loosing weight again...  i'm frustrated, and scared. I just want to get better. It really hit me today. I went to see my dad for a couple of hours. My dad is a quiet guy. He doesn't really...

Hey guys, I'm back. I have been too sick lately to get on here. I have really  missed all of you guys. I'm not 100% but I'm doing better. Good enough to be back at school and to start this new...

I am still very sick. My blood sugar will not stabilize where it should. (or even close) I'm on Ensure to gain weight back but not seeing any results. I'm still loosing. Next option is wearing a...

I'm scared... I'm 19 years old and for no apparent reason my health is deteriorating. I haven't been on here much lately because of it. It has happened so quickly. I've lost a lot of weight just in...

Hand in hand we waltzed the night.our breath was brisk and undefined.The city lights, they sparked a flame,of consciousness and favored change.And so just like a silent film,We roll from reel to reel...

DS friends,     I need your support. I've been struggling for a long time. I have been involved with alot of therapy for a while now, trying to get past some things. In my appointment yesterday I...

She was young, barely 18 years,Highschool behind her, all the world ahead.Blind ambition, not a worry or fear,Until the day childhood fled. This cannot be, she desperately prays.She takes the test...

I know I haven't posted a journal in a couple of months. Things were kind of tough over the summer, but things are looking okay right now. I moved back on to campus last weekend. It's been a busy...

Im giving up on this goal. This has turned out to be more difficult than I thought. I cannot do it with out her help too, and that's obviously not going to happen. I'm just going to have to learn to...

I've broken another bone. I'm really too clumsy for my own good. It happened late last night. I opened my closet door right on my toe. I hit it so hard I fell to the floor. It really hurt but I didnt...

This week has been rough. My joints and blood sugar both have been bad. I have had a lot of trouble with my hands and fingers. One night this week I actualy went to bed with my shoes on because I...

Just an update on how things have been going lately.Easter weekend was a nice get away for me. My family has a small place at the beach and a lot of my extended family live in that area, so I went to...