Hannah91

I know I've been away from the site for a while. So to make up for it, here's a little something i did a few months ago.

He gets away with it. Gets off Scott free.What do I get? Diagnosed with PTSD.He keeps his reputation, his "good name". I keep anxiety, fear depression, shame.He gets to continue each day, life...

I thought I had a trusted friend. I only knew a good liar. I'm still surprised I was so easily deceived. I was always a good judge of character. I mean, I'm smarter than that right? I have never...

    I'm feeling a lot of anxiety tonight. --(In regards to my last journal entry).  It's 2:30 am and I cant sleep. Wont dare close my eyes. When I do I see him over me again... I want more than...

     Staring at the white emptiness of this page my words suddenly feel inadequate. My words are simply not strong enough to convey the despair and brokeness the surrounds us daily. I wish to...

Hello again friends,I realize I have been away for a long time. (about 6 months now?) I was going through a rough patch, but I have been doing really great lately. I took some time for myself, did a...

One of my best friends committed suicide yesterday... I'm still trying to process it. There's so much running through my head. So many "why? and What ifs?". I've been numb mostly until just a couple...

I'm loosing weight again...  i'm frustrated, and scared. I just want to get better. It really hit me today. I went to see my dad for a couple of hours. My dad is a quiet guy. He doesn't really...

Hey guys, I'm back. I have been too sick lately to get on here. I have really  missed all of you guys. I'm not 100% but I'm doing better. Good enough to be back at school and to start this new...

I am still very sick. My blood sugar will not stabilize where it should. (or even close) I'm on Ensure to gain weight back but not seeing any results. I'm still loosing. Next option is wearing a...

I'm scared... I'm 19 years old and for no apparent reason my health is deteriorating. I haven't been on here much lately because of it. It has happened so quickly. I've lost a lot of weight just in...

Hand in hand we waltzed the night.our breath was brisk and undefined.The city lights, they sparked a flame,of consciousness and favored change.And so just like a silent film,We roll from reel to reel...

DS friends,     I need your support. I've been struggling for a long time. I have been involved with alot of therapy for a while now, trying to get past some things. In my appointment yesterday I...

She was young, barely 18 years,Highschool behind her, all the world ahead.Blind ambition, not a worry or fear,Until the day childhood fled. This cannot be, she desperately prays.She takes the test...

I know I haven't posted a journal in a couple of months. Things were kind of tough over the summer, but things are looking okay right now. I moved back on to campus last weekend. It's been a busy...