really sick...

I'm loosing weight again...  i'm frustrated, and scared. I just want to get better. It really hit me today. I went to see my dad for a couple of hours. My dad is a quiet guy. He doesn't really talk... ever. He is rarely one to speak up, but when he does Its important. Through all of this so far he hasn't said a word, until today. As I am getting ready to leave I hug him and he said to me, "Hannah, please eat." I said "daddy, I do..." But that wasn't enough for him. When he hugged me he could feel my spine, and my ribs, even through my back.
 
I really don't like worrying people, and especially not him... The look on his face... and the words he said to me are still echoing in my head. I'm really trying to gain. I just can't. I don't want to be sick anymore.
 
-Hannah