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- I dont know what to do I'm scared of dying but I keep hoping I die soon or I just dont wake up someday i wouldnt want to do anything to cause my own death but im sure it would be better without me I keep having these dreams of me being near death...
- I dont even know where to start or what to say I haven't been on here for a while I thought things were going good but lately I've been hating myself more than ever and I dont think I have anything to look forward to in life. I've always been a...
- I've been crying all night and I stop for a while and forget what's wrong its now 1am and every time I try to go sleep I start thinking of all that's been bad and start crying again I can't sleep i cant close my eyes without feeling the need to cry...
- Okay so I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year and I truly love him a lot and I try to tell him and show him everyday but now he's convinced that I don't love him at all but I don't understand why he would think that he says I'm just lying...
- My boyfriend is always so depressed and I manage to make him happy temporarily but once that wears off he tells me about how much he wants to die and I'm scared he might actually do something or hurt himself and I can't lose him I try to tell him...
- So right to the point I'm scared someone close to me is going to do something to bad and I can't do anything about it and I'm freaking out and I can't stop thinking about it im shaking And crying I can't sleep and I just keep thinking and thinking...
- I had this argument with my boyfriend it seemed like nothing but when I trued to apologize I only made things worse and I made him feel bad and u said I wanted him to be okay he said he would be okay when he's dead and he's always joking around...
- I hate myself and I don't know what to do with my life or what to do with myself but sometimes I'm so hopeful and I think maybe one day I'll have my own place with the love of my life beside me and I'll be happy then I think how stupid I am for...
- So I was just sitting watching tv and all of a sudden I started panicking and Im having trouble breathing but I don't know why and I'm scared I just feel like something is not right or that everything is just going to go wrong and I don't know what...
- so I recently got this app called headspace it guides you through simple meditation just a short session of 10 minutes a day for 10 days its really easy and helpful and helps you relax and flow your thoughts I recommend to try it out it might help
- I hate myself and everything about myself and I wish I didn't even exist but unfortunately I'm here and I want to change and better myself but I have absolutely no motivation to do anything about it
- I've been told I'm too dependent and that may come off as clingy and yes I probably am but im scared of losing everyone and when they realize how terrible I am they'll leave me and I'm so scared of that I don't want to be alone as pathetic as that...
- I used to think death was always a horrible thing but now I constantly think about what would happen if I died and how I could probably kill myself of course I would never even try to because honestly I'm still scared of death I still have hopes to...
- I hate myself more each day and I realize I'm pretty insignificant. Lately I've been over thinking everything and I just make myself feel worse every time but whenever I try to talk about it I feel stupid for complaining