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Voice of TruthCasting CrownsOh,what I would do to havethe kind of faith it takes To climb out of this boat I'm in Onto the crashing wavesTo step out of my comfort zoneInto the realm of the unknown...

Sometimes I don't think I feel a thing, then at other times I am extremely sensitive.  Sometimes I just hurt.  And sometimes things are ok.  Sometimes I want to hide, and be alone, sometimes I...

Laura Story - "Blessings" LyricsWe pray for blessingsWe pray for peaceComfort for family, protection while we sleepWe pray for healing, for prosperityWe pray for Your mighty hand to ease our...

I am so tired still.  Everything seems like such a hurdle, I just want to curl up on the couch and go to sleep.  Yet I must write thank yous, change names on accounts, check in with the attorney,...

So many thoughts and feelings today, so unexpected.  I am so scared because I have not been able to cry, not been able to feel or miss Bob. I've been doing some practical things, moving the bedrooms...

All of the arrangements have been made. Bob’s brother Rus came to the funeral home and to the church with me yesterday to finalize things. Rachel and Becca also came to the church to do some of the...

Friday, March 25, 1:00 am, my husband took his last breath very peacefully.  I praise God that he is no longer suffering. Bob's brother, Dean and I stayed up talking in the room where Bob lay,...

Sunday was a good day, Bob's brother visited and Bob walked from the bed to the bedroom door.Monday came, and Bob wasn't even able to stand up for the physical therapist.Monday night he spent the...

Bob came home this morning via medical transport.  Still bedridden, but glad to be home.  Home care brought oxygen today, too, for him to use as needed. Pray that we can manage at home...

I'm sitting in the hospital next to Bob. Yesterday it was nearly impossible to get him out of the house and in the car to go to radiation.  He was sleepy and extremely weak.  It took two of us to...

Valentine's Day is our 24th anniversary.  I know we will not be able to celebrate in the same way we have in the past.  Yet I know that each moment, each word, is a treasure more beautiful than any...

Bob and I had a big discussion Tuesday night about when I should be taking a leave from work or reducing my hours.  He's afraid that if I take leave now, I won't be available when he needs care...

After 48 hours, we are beginning to see some decrease in pain for Bob. The continuous dosing of morphine helps, and there were some adjustments made to the dosage on Friday. We've had 3 visits from...

Had a doctor's appointment yesterday.  Bob's been in a lot of pain, especially in his neck.  The doctor thinks it's nerve pain, caused by the tumor in the spine.  With this last few days of pain...

Haven't had a spare moment to write.  The past few weeks have been a flurry of activity, busy at work, busy at home getting ready for Christmas and kids coming home.  I'm ready for things to slow...