Funeral was a week ago

I am so tired still.  Everything seems like such a hurdle, I just want to curl up on the couch and go to sleep.  Yet I must write thank yous, change names on accounts, check in with the attorney, figure out when I am going back to work, make claims on life insurance. 
Today I was at the grocery store.  I thought of all the things that I would buy if Bob were still around...I looked over at the passenger seat of the car, and thought I would never have him sitting next to me in the car again.  As much as he struggled in the last 6 months, I got to be with him.  I know he is in heaven, he is in glory, yet I miss him here on earth.