misterjones

The first day is always the easiest. I guess I am not that deeply entrenched in the alcohol that I cannot go a day without a drink. I spent the day reading through a few posts on here and doing some...

I guess most would consider the number 13 to be bad luck but for me it was a significant day in my life. In fact it was Friday the 13th. It was the first time my wife and I kissed and began this...

I just can't believe that for all of the shit I have been through and the shit I have put my family through that I am still drinking daily. Now my wife's job is being transferred 100 miles away from...

"I've really been on a bender and it shows." MCR This has really been a horrible few months for me drinking wise. Once I got back on the drink I couldn't put it down again. I need to turn here again...

This is the furthest I have made it and I have had no urge to drink. To update, this is what happened to me on the 20th. My wife went to a concert with her sisters that night. I put my kids to bed...

Last time I was on here things looked good. I had gone a week without drinking. It was a huge thing for me. I don't even remember how I slipped because it has been a few months now. Once I did I have...

I wish I could tell you that I have made it. Today would have been day 9 if I had been strong but instead I'm starting over again.  Going out to put flowers on my mom's grave just hit me too hard....

Tomorrow, May 6th, is the one year anniversary of the day my mother died. I'm heading out to see my Dad and leave some flowers on her grave in the morning. The memory of my aunt calling to tell me...

Ok, so its not really breaking news to make it through the first night. The first and even second night are the easiest. But it is a start. I went down to Blockbuster and rented the new game GTA 4....