misterjones

Down in flames and on another binge...

As you can see I didn't write for three days. Saturday came and I was watching football. My wife and kids went to a family party with her side of the family but I didn't go. Partly because I didn't...

So far so good on day 3. I am a bit irritable right now with all three of my daughters here and making a ruckus. So far I haven't really had any urges. My stomach has had a weird feeling that I am...

The first day is always the easiest. I guess I am not that deeply entrenched in the alcohol that I cannot go a day without a drink. I spent the day reading through a few posts on here and doing some...

I guess most would consider the number 13 to be bad luck but for me it was a significant day in my life. In fact it was Friday the 13th. It was the first time my wife and I kissed and began this...

I just can't believe that for all of the shit I have been through and the shit I have put my family through that I am still drinking daily. Now my wife's job is being transferred 100 miles away from...

"I've really been on a bender and it shows." MCR This has really been a horrible few months for me drinking wise. Once I got back on the drink I couldn't put it down again. I need to turn here again...

This is the furthest I have made it and I have had no urge to drink. To update, this is what happened to me on the 20th. My wife went to a concert with her sisters that night. I put my kids to bed...

Last time I was on here things looked good. I had gone a week without drinking. It was a huge thing for me. I don't even remember how I slipped because it has been a few months now. Once I did I have...

I wish I could tell you that I have made it. Today would have been day 9 if I had been strong but instead I'm starting over again.  Going out to put flowers on my mom's grave just hit me too hard....