misterjones

Looking at my journal I notice that most of the time when I am on here pledging to quit drinking it is between September and April. Weird.Anyway, I am back at square one. I have been drinking daily...

Down in flames and on another binge...

As you can see I didn't write for three days. Saturday came and I was watching football. My wife and kids went to a family party with her side of the family but I didn't go. Partly because I didn't...

So far so good on day 3. I am a bit irritable right now with all three of my daughters here and making a ruckus. So far I haven't really had any urges. My stomach has had a weird feeling that I am...

The first day is always the easiest. I guess I am not that deeply entrenched in the alcohol that I cannot go a day without a drink. I spent the day reading through a few posts on here and doing some...

I guess most would consider the number 13 to be bad luck but for me it was a significant day in my life. In fact it was Friday the 13th. It was the first time my wife and I kissed and began this...

I just can't believe that for all of the shit I have been through and the shit I have put my family through that I am still drinking daily. Now my wife's job is being transferred 100 miles away from...

"I've really been on a bender and it shows." MCR This has really been a horrible few months for me drinking wise. Once I got back on the drink I couldn't put it down again. I need to turn here again...

I remember a few years ago, maybe 3 or 4 years ago, when I was seriously trying to stop drinking. Day 3 was always the hardest. I would get this anxiety and it was like my blood was rushing to my...

I picked a date to quit again and 11/1/11 just looked pretty cool. I have been doing good so far. The first two days actually I was sick with a bit of a cold so I didn't want to drink much anyway....

Looking at my journal I notice that most of the time when I am on here pledging to quit drinking it is between September and April. Weird.Anyway, I am back at square one. I have been drinking daily...