Anniversary

Tomorrow, May 6th, is the one year anniversary of the day my mother died. I'm heading out to see my Dad and leave some flowers on her grave in the morning. The memory of my aunt calling to tell me the news last year still haunts me to this day. I wrote her a letter that I plan to leave on her grave. I want to tell her I'm sorry for what I have become. I know she is watching me from above and what I have let myself become I know she would not approve. It's going to be a hard day.