misterjones

Tomorrow, May 6th, is the one year anniversary of the day my mother died. I'm heading out to see my Dad and leave some flowers on her grave in the morning. The memory of my aunt calling to tell me...

Ok, so its not really breaking news to make it through the first night. The first and even second night are the easiest. But it is a start. I went down to Blockbuster and rented the new game GTA 4....

Ok, so I had my mulligan. A six day mulligan!  After I messed up and took that drink on Wednesday I just fell into my old pattern of saying"Tomorrow I will quit drinking" Then the weekend came and I...

Can I have a mulligan?  Unfortunately I didn't make it through night 3. The bad feelings were just too much and I gave in to my urge to drink. I'm not discouraged though. It was only my first try...

Believe me, day 2 was very hard. It started off good in the morning. I got on here and wrote in my journal and responded to some posts. After that I went to do a few other things online and went to...

I'm happy to say I made it through the first night without a drink. A drink was always at the tip of my mind but I never gave in like I would normally do. I read through a lot of posts and journals...

Today is the first day, first step towards quitting drinking for good.

Ok, so it has been one year and a day since I first made a journal entry on this site. I'm still as bad as ever.One thing has changed though. My wife has caught me drinking numerous times and has...

This has to be over. I just can't take it anymore. The finacial burden. The emotional burden. The physical burden.

Ok, so its not really breaking news to make it through the first night. The first and even second night are the easiest. But it is a start. I went down to Blockbuster and rented the new game GTA 4....

Ok, so I had my mulligan. A six day mulligan!  After I messed up and took that drink on Wednesday I just fell into my old pattern of saying"Tomorrow I will quit drinking" Then the weekend came and I...