misterjones

Can I have a mulligan?  Unfortunately I didn't make it through night 3. The bad feelings were just too much and I gave in to my urge to drink. I'm not discouraged though. It was only my first try...

Believe me, day 2 was very hard. It started off good in the morning. I got on here and wrote in my journal and responded to some posts. After that I went to do a few other things online and went to...

I'm happy to say I made it through the first night without a drink. A drink was always at the tip of my mind but I never gave in like I would normally do. I read through a lot of posts and journals...

Today is the first day, first step towards quitting drinking for good.

Ok, so it has been one year and a day since I first made a journal entry on this site. I'm still as bad as ever.One thing has changed though. My wife has caught me drinking numerous times and has...

This has to be over. I just can't take it anymore. The finacial burden. The emotional burden. The physical burden.

I remember a few years ago, maybe 3 or 4 years ago, when I was seriously trying to stop drinking. Day 3 was always the hardest. I would get this anxiety and it was like my blood was rushing to my...

I picked a date to quit again and 11/1/11 just looked pretty cool. I have been doing good so far. The first two days actually I was sick with a bit of a cold so I didn't want to drink much anyway....

Looking at my journal I notice that most of the time when I am on here pledging to quit drinking it is between September and April. Weird.Anyway, I am back at square one. I have been drinking daily...

Down in flames and on another binge...

As you can see I didn't write for three days. Saturday came and I was watching football. My wife and kids went to a family party with her side of the family but I didn't go. Partly because I didn't...

So far so good on day 3. I am a bit irritable right now with all three of my daughters here and making a ruckus. So far I haven't really had any urges. My stomach has had a weird feeling that I am...