???

i don't want to keep fixing it as we go along. i dont want to keep having these silences. i can't handle his depressed moods. i need someone there who's 100% there for me and my daughter. HE is not. this is not the way i want to live the rest of my life. i want to get out.
so do i search for a better job? how can i pay the bills? what am i gonna do?