jerseydebbie
Status: After a lot of pain, life is a peaceful journey now. Don't lose hope.
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I am starting my own part-time business! Can't go into details yet, but it evolved from fundraising efforts I have been doing for my church.I am excited, scared, but proud. It is becoming a...
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Your memorial this past Saturday was what I expected. The rain held out, the flowers were beautiful, and attended by eighteen of our family and good friends.The people I least expected to speak...
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The anniversary of my husband's passing is Saturday, May 22. It will be a day of remembrance, tears, sadness, happiness, all those emotions rolled into one. I hope it is a warm, sunny, breezy day...
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Someone posted the following quote, and it about sums me up:"I am somebody, I am me. I like being me. And I don't need anybody to make me somebody." - Louis L'AmoreMy husband Richard will be...
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Since Richard, my life partner, passed seven months ago, my heart still aches to have him back in my life. I still love him just as much today as I did before he passed. I know he witnesses my...
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After hitting rock bottom a few weeks ago, and 5 days in the hospital, I am slowly rebuilding on an upswing. Adopted a precious cat, who I swear was chosen by God and my dear husband to be a loving...
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To My Wonderful Life Partner-- You've been gone since May 22, and now when I look at our pictures you're just there. No feelings of love, emotion, etc. Why do I feel this way? It makes me feel...
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I saw the primary physician last Tuesday through special appointment. Off of the Lexapro and now on Cymbalta, 30 mg. I had reached a point where the daily anxiety was killing me, in addition to...
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Went to counseling yesterday. They overbooked with the temps until my regular counselor returns. Was able to see Maria. Very nice woman and was more at ease with her than Melissa. My...
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Survived the 3 day weekend. Really wasn't home. Was out more than I was in, but made a balance for I needed to chill out one afternoon, watch a good movie and do the laundry (running out of...
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Went to counseling yesterday, for I was going crazy and need to talk. I am being to hard on myself, and trying to overcome everything now. Been reminded that it isn't going to happen. You don't...
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Today it is sinking in that my husband is gone. I am very down and I know that things will only get better day to day. The loneliness I feel is because my partner of 38 years was taken by...
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I took advantage of a neighbor's offer, and went walking after work. We walked for two hours, talking, crying, and went 3 miles. All I can say is it has made a difference in the anxiety level and...
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The weekends for me have been difficult. You flounder to do something, and really don't know what direction to take. You realize that you are on your own now and not part of a union anymore. My...
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After speaking with my minister last night, today seems to be the easiest morning to wake up too in a long while. I came out to our lovely living room, got the paper, read my inspirational chapter...
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