ShivIT

I don't mean to whine, but I feel like shit. Emotionally and physically. My body isn't working or feelilng right at all. I thought I would get some energy to exercise a little, but I don't feel like...

I just can't believe I have CFS. The doctor says I also have Fibromyalgia. It just all sounds like a bunch of shit to me. I keep telling myself it's all in my head. I can make it go away.So I...

I was diagnosed with Boderline Personality Disorder about 10yrs or so ago. The therapist I have been with for about 4yrs now says I'am about 100% cured. Life certianly does seem better.I just got...

Negativity and feeling sorry for ourselves can make things so much bigger than they are.I have been working on staying positive for so long. I was thinking to myself the other day, why do I get...

I want to try and write down at least one positive thing everyday.1. I'am thankful I have an understanding GP.2. I made 4 dozen cut out sugar cookies for tonights Halloween party.3. My husband came...

Well I got off of this website a year ago because it was sucking to many hours out of my day. It seems like I dropped off when my Mono got really bad. Since then my diagnosis was changed to Chronic...

I didn't realize how serious Mono could be. Somehow I have worn my body down so badly that I can barely move. I felt like something was wrong about 4 weeks ago but I thought it was my thyroid. That...

Things have been a little scary this week. I'am having a hard time keeping the negative thoughts out of my head. I had to take an extra clonapin last night so I could stop my obessesive thoughts. I...

How people can so easily abuse the innocent. I have an extremely hard time listening to stories about children who have been abused in every way possible.I was at my mother in laws yesterday and a...

Two camping trips in two weeks. I'am all camped out. I enjoyed the first one despite falling on my chin. But the second one was just boring and miserable.The wind blew constantly and bugs were...

I went to the gym the other day and I swear everywhere I went there were groups of guys working out, talking, and scratching their balls. It really makes you wonder were people's hand have been when...

We went camping over the weekend. It was quite an adventure. My husband and I were the only one's sleeping in a tent. The kids were sleeping in the RV with Grandma and Grandpa. Well everyone had been...

I don't know why I write in my journal. I don't think anyone notices. Anyway, things have been a little stressful. I have a bad back and I hurt it badly on Monday. I think I will be ok. I have been...

We (the family) have been busy this week. We are painting the TV room. Our house is 25yrs old and I think it has only been painted once. We have had to do alot of spackling, sanding, washing, and we...

I'am feeling good today. I got alot done yesterday and that always makes me happy. I went to the gym with my husband later that night. For some reason I didn't have alot of energy. I'am trying to eat...