In a Nutshell

Things have been a little scary this week. I'am having a hard time keeping the negative thoughts out of my head. I had to take an extra clonapin last night so I could stop my obessesive thoughts. I haven't had to do that in a very long time.
I saw my psychiatrist yesterday. He is keeping me on the same meds, which I think is a good idea. I had my blood drawn for a lithium level today. It should be ok, but it is good to check.
 I have also made an appointment to see my therapist tomorrow. I'am glad I was able to get in so quickly. I'am feeling a little lost right now and she is always able to set me straight. She has helped me so much. She doesn't beat around the bush. She just gets right to the point. I don't like head games. So we suit each other well.
As far as my family goes, my oldest Jessica, who is only 12, is really getting an attitude problem. I'am not quite sure how to handle this. It was alot easier when she was 4.
Megan has decided to join choir. I think it is a fantastic idea. I'am also going to get her into some swimming classes. She is such a fish. I hope it will help with her self-esteem.
My youngest seems to growing in leaps and bounds. He is taking Adderall for his ADHD. He is able to do so many amazing things. Things I didn't know he was could do. I was worried about having to put him on medication. Now I wish I would of done it sooner. His little mind amazes me everyday.
My husband is under some stress at work. They are making some big changes on there work program. He is a supervisor, which means he has to try and get his crew to understand the new process and why they are doing it. He says the whole thing is a load of crap and it's not going to work. But being a level 1 supervisor he doesn't have any pull.
So that's what's going on in a nutshell.