I don't mean to whine, but I feel like shit. Emotionally and physically. My body isn't working or feelilng right at all. I thought I would get some energy to exercise a little, but I don't feel like doing a damn thing. I think I'am hiding it pretty well or I'am just fucking numb. I want to cry. It only helps temporarily. Honestly I'am so numb it's hard to even cry. I keep thinking maybe my bi-polar pills are not working. Maybe they arn't. I'm not suicidal. Just miserable.....