I just can't believe I have CFS. The doctor says I also have Fibromyalgia. It just all sounds like a bunch of shit to me. I keep telling myself it's all in my head. I can make it go away.
So I exercised for 20 minutes 2 days ago and I cannot believe how horrible I feel. Everything aches. Including my scalp. I went grocery shopping and I felt so horrible I thought I was going to pass out. I had to take a nap when I got home. I'am actually scared to drive. Things seem blurry and my brain isn't functioning very quickly. What if I pass out or get in an accident.
I feel I have to prove my illness all the time. Even to my husband. I'm pretty sure he understands, but I just can't get things done around the house like I used to. I feel so lifeless most of the time. I used to exercise alot and I loved it! It makes me cry because I can't do it anymore. I wonder if I had lived my life differently, taken better care of myself, would I have gotten this stupid syndrome. I'm very upset. Maybe I will feel better later.