The divorce was final on Halloween. It wasn’t something I wanted. I moved out and into my own house before Christmas. It was so hard moving, going to work, taking care of my kids and trying to put on a brave face during the holiday rush.
It didn’t hit me until we started the custody schedule. I hate being away from my kids.
I’ve tried focus more on self care since I know I didn’t take care of myself the last year. Rejoined my gym, started going back to my yoga classes and be more social.
I recently got sick and had surgery last Friday. Now I’m recovering and I’m feeling sad, lonely and frustrated.
My family and life long friends are in another state. My former in-laws have all turned their backs on me. I’ve realized who were my friends and who were friendly with me because of my ex-husband.
I was married for 17 years but we were together for 22. I’m feeling so lost.
Ive never noticed how much I complain and how angry I am a majority of the time. This isn’t who I am. I’m a lucky person? Right? So what gives me the right to be so negative all the time? I find myself saying (too often) “what did I do to deserve this?” Perhaps I actually did do something. Is this karma? I have so many questions. I was recently in a DV incident in which my life has been...
I collect dolls. A Barbie doll I ordered was delivered yesterday. Minus the shoes.They are often on the dolls feet. She was barefoot. No accessories around thePackage except a pocketbook. No wire or tape where shoes might have been attached.Then I noticed the lower half of the package was open. The top part was still sealed.Someone must have taken the shoes before the package was...