I am deeply sorry for your loss.

You have my deepest sympathy for your loss!

You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

God Bless

thank you all. i am in hell. telling the kids was so horrible.

i am pretty numb at the moment. I don't want to adjust to this new reality. I am going to refuse to accept it for awhile.

I am so sorry. I can't believe it. :(

This is truly awful news, I'm so sorry

I am so sorry.... I can't possibly imagine what u or your children are going through... please know that I am here if u need someone to talk too...

Xxx

Stay strong- your children need that.

I am so very sorry for your loss.

There is a bereavement group here if you wish to talk about it among people who have suffered losses recently.

Huge hugs

I am so sorry for your loss.

My thoughts and prayers go out to you. I am so sorry for your loss.

I am so sorry for your lost...

Thank you all. I don't understand any of this. When I came here months ago I was pretty deeply depressed and I'm not sure why. I mean there may be some chemical element but I have yet to explore, but being here and hearing wise words helped immeasurably. It got better. Not perfect. But better. Then this. My brain doesn't even know what to do with this. My heart either. Everything else pales in comparison. Why wasn't I fucking blissful those months ago because I had the thing that I now realize is all I needed in life. I swear to god all I need is him. We've been together for all of our adult lives and I don't know how to do anything without him. From breathing to raising these kids. I don't know what I'm going to do.

Your going to make him proud... ur going to show him how u CAN and WILL pull through and how those kids will grin up knowing that you always put them first. Make a goal to make it through, and to leave a really strong positive mark on this ever depressing world... for your children.

I just saw your update. I am so sorry for your loss. I bet you have even more questions then answers....that is natural. Much love and prayers being sent your way.

I'm really sorry for your loss.

I am very sorry toomuch. :( I don't know about the grief of a loved one's death, only about the grief of a loved one leaving. I know I felt like a giant oak whose twin oak growing right next door had been pulled out by the roots. I was left gasping, unable to function. Half my roots dangling in mid air, broken. I could barely breathe for the longest time.

I hope mum or someone can come and stay and make sure the kids and you get fed. If you need help ask for it. Time is your friend right now. Only time can help the skin grow over the wound.

I do hope you have support around you. If you don't, talk to the doctor. he may be able to put you in touch with someone who can help even with caring for the kids.