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You mean that there is a name for IT? Im not weird? Trichotillomania, that big, long word that is the bane of our world. With knowledge and support of others we CAN break free and live without this disorder interfering with our lives. Lets keep this uplifting and supportive and give each other the encouragement the other needs to make it to that next day.

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Trish's Pull-Free-a-Thon.... ROUND THREE!!!

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This is Trish Tolamania from trichworld if you don't know (yes, I wrote the alias trying to be funny).

I had one pull free streak last November/December, the longest one I remember having ever. Checking in with this community was such a huge help, in order to achieve that. In February I started pulling again and, after a few lame attempts to slow it down, I gave up altogether and just started pulling again at will.

Now it's July 1, I am 3 days pull free and I just want to take it DAY BY DAY and get involved in this community again! I hadn't logged in for so long, when I did log in last week, I started crying hysterically. Isn't that funny?

My main goal right now is to reach 7 days pull free, then buy myself some really expensive hair product as a reward. But I know my main reward for stopping will just be FEELING GOOD AND NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT IT SO MUCH!
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i can be pull free til 4.35. FUCK.
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Made it, but guess what! NO CHEWING ON HAIR ALLOWED. Must make it til 4.40
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Pulled out 7 hairs. Ugh.
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No more playing with hairs. Time to put on scarf, chew gum, and fucking be pull free until 5.00 pm
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Ok, I will be pull free until 5.20. Cool head, scarf on........ if I can just bang this out, it will all be over soon.
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Ok, time to drink some water. LOTS of water.
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I can make it til 5.40 without pulling.
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Ok, I can make it til 5.50 WITHOUT PULLING.
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Just spent 10 minutes looking for my glasses. PRODUCTIVE. Ok, lets be pull free until 6.25.
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Still pull free..... but freaking out.....

I can be pull free until 7 pm
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I can be pull free til 7.05.
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Well, it's almost 7.25. I still have 2 whole sections to write, 2 sections to finish, and 1 section to just add in more information (optional). I'm going to the bathroom, drinking water, and then fucking banging this shit out.
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7.43! Thank god for toothpicks. One paragraph away from finishing a section. 2 whole sections to write, with another section that probably needs another 3-5 paragraphs (IF THAT), and 1 section where expanding it is OPTIONAL.

I wet my head, which is also keeping me from pulling.

Time to drink water, wet my head, and take another toothpick.
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Bought a chocolate and soda. God knows I would love to just watch music videos on youtube right now. But noo..... I need to write. And not pull my hair.
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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, how am I gonna do this.

Ok, I am gonna be pull free and trying to write until 8.25. 7 minutes. I will check in here.