Beating Trich Community Group
You mean that there is a name for IT? Im not weird? Trichotillomania, that big, long word that is the bane of our world. With knowledge and support of others we CAN break free and live without this disorder interfering with our lives. Lets keep this uplifting and supportive and give each other the encouragement the other needs to make it to that next day.
This is Trish Tolamania from trichworld if you don't know (yes, I wrote the alias trying to be funny).
I had one pull free streak last November/December, the longest one I remember having ever. Checking in with this community was such a huge help, in order to achieve that. In February I started pulling again and, after a few lame attempts to slow it down, I gave up altogether and just started pulling again at will.
Now it's July 1, I am 3 days pull free and I just want to take it DAY BY DAY and get involved in this community again! I hadn't logged in for so long, when I did log in last week, I started crying hysterically. Isn't that funny?
My main goal right now is to reach 7 days pull free, then buy myself some really expensive hair product as a reward. But I know my main reward for stopping will just be FEELING GOOD AND NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT IT SO MUCH!
I had one pull free streak last November/December, the longest one I remember having ever. Checking in with this community was such a huge help, in order to achieve that. In February I started pulling again and, after a few lame attempts to slow it down, I gave up altogether and just started pulling again at will.
Now it's July 1, I am 3 days pull free and I just want to take it DAY BY DAY and get involved in this community again! I hadn't logged in for so long, when I did log in last week, I started crying hysterically. Isn't that funny?
My main goal right now is to reach 7 days pull free, then buy myself some really expensive hair product as a reward. But I know my main reward for stopping will just be FEELING GOOD AND NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT IT SO MUCH!
BooYah
Well, I didn't.
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Ok, instead of crying about how overwhelmed I feel, I am just gonna write these 300 words, like taking some nasty medicine.
BooYah
Ok, I can keep on squeezing my nice sticky stress ball. I can be pull free for 4 minutes, until 10.40. I can write these lousy 300 words for this lousy job.
BooYah
YAY. I can make it til 10.45. Bang this fucker out.
BooYah
YAY. I can make it til 10.50.
BooYah
Bit a nail. Sad. But I can make it til 11 a.m.
BooYah
hair in mouth. Naughty. 131 words. Please god, give me the strength to finish.
BooYah
Ok, can I survive this afternoon? CAN I? Can I actually do my work? Can I actually FINISH IT?
BooYah
Ok. I can be pull free until 3.50. Seven minutes. Breathe.
BooYah
I can make it til 4.00 pm. Breathe. Keep updating here.
BooYah
made it. chewing hair now. Bleh. I can try to make it til 4.05. 4 minutes 4 minutes
BooYah
Pull out 3. I will not play with them. I will not pull. I will let my hair grow. I will leave it alone. I don't need to pull when I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.....
BooYah
I can make it 4.15................................
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hands dooooooooooooooooown
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nooooo............. no chewing on hair allowed.
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