krystinemalave

So Im trying to review my journal entries and i cant find any of my previous journals that I wrote!!!!! All of them were deleted!!!! I know it was Malcolm who deleted it because it just so happens...

My heart hurts everytime I see Malcolm. All these journals that Ive written about him and you would think I would be ok by now but this is just the beginning of a long road of heart ache. I dont...

I havent been on here for almost 5 years. I looked back at myself and seen a lot of sadness and uncertainty and lack of confidence in myself. Over these past years I have learned to trust myself and...

I havent been here in a while but I must say it has been mostly downhill for me. I have recently been a little annoyed about my job and the people I work with. Although I am thankful I have this job...

WOW... It has been a minute since I have came on DS and just being able to sit here and write this is just an amazing feeling. I am so excited just to tell you how things are going and excited to...

I have an issue with saying what I want and sticking to it. Joseph and I always have this issue and it has gotten so bad that now he flicks me so I can stop being so indecisive.  Example: Joseph:...

Well, since the first time I joined DS I dont feel like I have that much trouble. I have definately made a big turn around in my life and know myself a little more.  I dont have the friends I used...

I had my first day at work and it felt so good to be at work again. I am a "NEW ORDERS" agent for FIRST AMERICAN  HOME BUYERS INSURANCE. As soon as a person is selling or buying a home, they come to...

I finally found a job!! I am going to be working as a claims agent for First American Home Insurance. YESSSSSSSSSS!!!! My boyfriend and I are celebrating tonight with some stuffed crust pizza and...

Hey so just updating my general status as far as how my life is going: I decided to sign up to a new school and start a new objective. I am going to orientation on Oct. 7th and from there I am...

I find myself having too much time on my hands and starting to think too much. I am dwelling in a place of misery most of the time thinking about my childhood or middle school or high school. I am...

It feels great that after I was complaining about how I want a job sooooooo bad, I had like four interviews lined up within a day of each other. It feels like The Secret in a way. I thought about...

I love Joseph and all that he is to me: my friend, my lover, my inspiration and I cant help but realize I hurt his feelings... I knew that as soon as I would get a job, my life with Joseph would...

I havent seen my family on Charlie's (my abuser and father) side since I was 9 years old. Having the opportunity of seeing them and embracing them was more than words could say. I am a very family...

I have had the best time in New York!! I went everywhere you could imagine: Long Island, Coney Island, Lido Beach, Manhattan, Bronx, Brooklyn, Time Square, Grand Central and the list goes on and...