krystinemalave

Hey so me and Alex met up and we had a sit down.... I was rocking my brain thinking too much about why she didnt call me. She doesnt do that and often when I dont call she gets upset. I changed my...

I was searching for a job and I seen that the street was on the same street as Alex's street. So I thought about Alex... I have been so upset because Alex told me she wanted me to be a certain way....

Well I have been kicking it with Tony. I decided to come and stay at my house since my 2 job interviews were on this side of town. The more I stay around him the more I SEE MYSELF LOVING TOO MUCH...

I have a problem with the disease LOVING TOO MUCH. Its when you happen to love other things in your life more than yourself. I have this problem with one specific person, TONY. Tony is just a baby/...

Man... I have been without a job for like 4 months. ITS BEEN TOUGH HERE IN CALIFORNIA. I finally was called for two job interviews in the same day so I am very excited to be doing something...

I am just here doing me and thinking about me everyday. My relationship with Joseph is opening up to a knew page and I am learning new things about him. Some of them being he has some things that...

I was sitting here on DS and I was reading someones journal. I was reading on how they felt about their lives and how it needed to be changed by something. Their life felt like a stone in water. Your...

So I waited till the next day to call Alex because I was awaiting for her to call me back and leave me a message to let me know whats up and that she was thinking about me... I called her later the...

I have just been given a call back from a Therapist by the name of Sherry!  My appointment is on July 14th at 2:30pm in Woodland Hills, Ca. Sherry is a family and marriage therapist with extensive...

I HAVE MADE A NEW STEP TOWARDS RECOVERY AND IT FEELS GREAT!! I happen to have a lot of issues. One of them being incest and the ones that follow are depression, anxiety, some relationship issues...

As my recovery continues, I am trying to move out and find a place of my own... I have been living with Tony since I was 17 years old. I am 22 now and ready to leave the nest. The relationship me...

So yesterday I was on DS and I received a call from Alex and I missed it... Not intentionally of course but since I have been in my transformation I havent really spoken to anyone. Plus she hasnt...

I am in a place where I can be me and I feel great. I am updating my goal because it has been a few days that I have been doing me and I could feel the progress already. I am not caught up in anyone...

OMG OMFUCKING G!!! So for those of you have been following my journal here is some breaking news!!! Joseph has asked me to move in with him!!! AAAAAAHHHH :) I am excited to hear that from him in...

Now that you know my life now you can truly understand why recovering from this illness and making myself better is so essential. I dont know what I am going to do with my friends but I figured as...