mymompia

Missing you Mom, more than you know! I hope you were watching me and Pop, he brought you roses today. he is so sad, still can't believe that you are not here. He came to watch Marco's baseball game...

My Aunt passed away this morning, her battle with pancreatic cancer was short, 4 months of suffering, so not fair. Everyday I watched her get sicker and sicker, not able to eat or drink, it was...

Well, my Aunt is doing poorly now, she can't digest anything anymore, so she is barely drinking those protein drink, and water. Its amazing how this horrible disease can take over your body. Its so...

Dear Mommy, I miss you so much, i can't believe its two years today. I remember sitting with you and talking to you, giving you a manicure/pedicure... what happened next, you looked at me and took...

I havent' posted in a while, i  have been helping with my aunt who was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in january. Its so hard to deal with it all, I feel like I am reliving my Mom's last few...

It's been a while since I've posted here, the craziness of the holidays, getting ready for the family to come and stay with me.... and here it's the New Year, where we all sat and thought about the...

Well, today has been crazy.... my charlie (9year old) slipped on our wood floors sat night and hit his head into the corner of the molding, got two nice cuts on the back of his head... spent 3 hours...

Well, this past Saturday night, I participated in the 'Light the Night' Walk in memory of my Mom.  It was a bittersweet night, my sister J had really put her heart into volunteering this past year...

I haven't been sleeping well, and I can't figure out why...Been thinking about Mom more and more and just feeling overwhelmed, anxious. ... more so at night, it wakes me up and I am not sleeping at...

I have not been on DS for a while... trying to help our my friend, she was scared to tell me that she is diagnosed with large Bcell NHL! Can you believe it, same as my Mom.... I told her to please...

Well, I have been down at the beach, and managed to take a peek with a friends laptop to check out all on DS..... been having some mommy moments b/c i could sure use someone to talk to about alot of...

I am really happy, my sister came for a  visit AGAIN, but yesterday went to get some bushels of tomatoes, its that time of year again to jar our tomatoes. It was always something that I did with my...

I had a babysitter for a few hours while I ran out to do some errands, and upon my drive home, I found my two older boys (9 & 7 yr olds) running a lemonade stand. I pulled up with a few dollars and...

Well  I would like to think that you were with me tonight and helped me save Juliano. What a scare, he was sitting at the table with Mark eating small red grapes, I got up to pick up the toys on the...

Last night was realily hard, I can't help but thinking how much i could really use a hug from you, I was sitting on the floor in the laundry room folding  clothes and I was thinking when the last...