Remembering Mom!

Dear Mommy, I miss you so much, i can't believe its two years today. I remember sitting with you and talking to you, giving you a manicure/pedicure... what happened next, you looked at me and took your last breath. i will forever be haunted by that memory, I know I said it was OK, but how I miss you. You didn't deserve the pain, I would have taken it from you if I could. I would give anything to see you, hug you and get a "oh cricket, i love you", to hear that from you would be so amazing.  The mass today was nice, right? Your dear friends were there, and everyone in the family. There was an article in the paper about the event that Jayne planned at her work. Glam for the cause. Its going to be great! she is really amazing! I will be there to help out and photograph it. They even included you in the paper with a picture and about how amazing you were. I don't care if everyone knows it., its all so true. The leukemia / lymphoma society will be there, massages and facials and facepainting and crafts for the kids. You should be so proud of her, I know I am. She is awesome. This helps her so much without you.  I get lost in my world. but i still do OK, I miss you with all my heart. Poppy is lost without you and I am doing my best to keep his strong. He misses you, we all do ! Pia Bella is so beautiful, walking now, so precious. Everyone sees you in her. Its so amazing.  I love you Mom and will try to have the strength and grace that you always had. I miss you forever and ever! ti amo mamma! tesora mia! sempre abbracci and baci xoxoxoYour Cricket