Mantanona
Status: Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
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Well, I finally had my surgery on wendsday. Everything wen't pretty well. I'll tell you though it's a pretty sacry experience. I get the resluts of my biopsy on wendsday, I'm crossing my fingers for...
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I havent been on much lately..Between Jarretts Birthday Memorial and the Death of my Father in Law Saturday..I guess I was too overwhelmed to write. Today I took a few hours off from reality and went...
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As Jarrett's birthday approaches, the knot in my stomach grows bigger and bigger. August 6th, the Green Knights have volunteered a memorial ride in Jarrett's name. August 10th what should have been...
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Last night Jonny asked me if we got the house sold and bought a new house if Jarrett could come back. I HATE that I have to explain to my 3 year old how death works and that his brother can never...
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Today I stopped at the commissary to get some groceries. I got to the produce section and picked up a lemon...and out of no where I could hear my Jarrett's voice "Mommy can we buy some lemons to make...
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I'm not exactly sure what happened, but after three days of having complete meltdowns I've retreated back to a state of almost unnatural calmness. I went into Jarrett's room several times today and...
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Matthew and I are both grieving in our own ways, but Matt has his job to go to and distract him from the pain. Not a moment goes by in my day that in not thinking of my son. I feel so guilty that...
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Matt and I are set for Baptism this Sunday and I'm having some issues with it...I am still Harboring so much anger and hatred towards the kids that killed my son..I am Years away from forgiveness if...
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Our Baptism is next Sunday..Something Jarrett should have been doing with us..I'm so sad hes not here..I cant go a minute without thinking of my sweet little boy and how his life was so unfairly...
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Dorel has just doubled their donation! That's right I said DOUBLED! I'm speechless at the generosity shown to Jarrett's Law by the Manufacturers of Safety First. So at the Memorial we will be...
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So God gives me this incredible gift...My life....To bad there is no return policy..
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First Holiday without my son. Only you my dear friends can understand what this feels like. While the country celebrates, I'm home packing up our families memories and crying for my child who will...
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Since the moment my son died I've been complaining how I cant stand to live in the house I raised my son in. That the memories were torturing me every second I had to live here. Well, last night we...
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We showed the house to an interested buyer tonight. When it came time to show them Jarrett's room, I had to explain why there was a big patch of fresh paint on the wall. A few years ago, Jarrett was...
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It's been a tough morning..That "suffocating" feeling has returned. At least I'm not bawling..as long as I don't talk about it I've been able to keep it together. I miss my son so much. I looked into...
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