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  Not sure now

  Posted by: BluFinn07

  Last Reply: LP0126 09/29/2016

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  I have really started to change my ways. It has been three weeks since I have last beinged and purged my food which is the longest I have ever gone since my habit began. I am happy that I have gone so long without doing it but when I see the numbers on the scale rise and see my clothes getting tight I feel so stressed and upset. I want to be healthy but I am having a really hard time accepting that this means I might gain some weight. 

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  The start

  Posted by: BluFinn07

  Last Reply: sgarrison 09/11/2016

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  Hi so I am completly new to this but I have come to a point in my life where I have realized that this needs to end. I have been struggling with ED (ranging in severity) for the past ten years now. When I was younger I carried alot of baby fat. Being made fun of and feeling incredibly unpopular led me to a lifestyle of extreme restriction, exercising and constant thoughts about food. When I became incredibly thin I started to get the attention and respect that I knew I deserved. Girls wanted to...

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  The start II

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  Posted: 09/05/2016

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  Now as I have ventured into my twenties I have realized that it needs to stop. I have always been so overly consumed with my body. I feel like I have been restricting myself and dieting for the past  ten years of my life. I guess it has been successful considering I have remained the same weight since I was in middle school.. but is that really the way it should be? When I find out that I am not going to be able to excersise or that I might have to eat non healthy foods I freak out and I get...

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  The start

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  Posted: 09/05/2016

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  Well I have decided that I have a problem. I have always know that I have issues with my body, my self image , with food and excersise. I know that it all started with being overweight as a child and young teen. When I say this I was never obese or unhealthy but I carried my baby fat far past being a baby. I knew I was kind, I was smart, I was friendly and nice but no one cared about those things or treated me the way that they should have because I was fat. I can remember being a  seventh...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 09/05/2016

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  Posted: 09/05/2016

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