countingmyblessings
Status: "Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward"-Kierkegaard
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- Good /Bad Intense Mental Health counseling going on weekly for me now. I can feel my cycle of tension feeding the Fibro fog and pain. Took a second Lyrica and it worked for me, but that's 3 150 mg daily. Tired of all the masking and I don't mean...
- Fridays are my therapy days and my body is as tight as a bowstring ready to snap to that deer. How can the human body hold that many tears? will my eyes ever not be swollen? I'm crying a lot lately. A little bit of every day b ut I try to keep...
- Well, hello. Never really thought I'd be going here because I thought it was mostly for the military. Today was my first real visit with my TeleShrink. Guess it makes sense, right? Right there in the name. Trauma. hmm, yeah I've had a lot of trauma...
- Man, it's been a long time. Been treading water so long; and just came up for a real good breath. Sucked back down into heinous pain and no Lyrica for a week thanks to mail order nightmare...again. I can't find my hope. I feel like all of my life is...
- Hello all, I have to admit I am tired and frustrated by the soggy grey weather. My body doesn't like it much either. Trying to slog thru my daily list, which at this point looks overwhelming. I must admit that Fibro has kicked my butt today as well...
- Hey all, long time no see! I've truly been out of commission. Seems to always happen when the weather turns cold, wet, etc. and we've had a miserable winter. Spring is supposed to be here in "sunny California", and a few early flowers have bloomed...
- I've updated my status to good, though things could hardly be crazier here! But, oddly, I feel ok about all of it. The day before Thanksgiving I got sick with flu which turned to bronchitis and eventually pneumonia. While (still) recovering, about a...
- Been a long time since I was here. Honestly, I lost the site info: name and such. Feel like major idiot, but that's nothing new lately. Forgetting more things than I care to mention. Had one of those dreams last night; maybe a nightmare, dream that...
- Have you seen that movie? I have, but the only thing I remember about it was a kid flying on a magic dog. I definitely needed to hear about "The Room", and have been listening way too often to Natasha Bedingfield's "Pocketful of Sunshine." Why? For...
- Oh yea, its definitely that. Yea, definitely disappointed with Super Bowl, but truly my teams weren't playing anyway. As always - LOVE the commercials. Had 16 people here this weekend. Had to sleep in my own bed instead of recliner due to just plain...
- Hey All! Back from nowhere, and everywhere. Hamster wheel of doctor visits, consultations, refusals, denials, outrageous co-pays and, yea - pain, just all the time. New stuff - seems that my left hip is just gonna be a problem, along with my...
- Hey, today I need that very thing. Waiting for rain my body is in SEVERE, 14+ pain today in my spine, mostly shoulder/neck region. Tried my go-to: a lavender heating bag that's kinda wearing out but I wish I could live in it. Hubby is completely...
- Hey friends, just checking in after coming out of the mouth of hell (morphine). My "pain management" doctor thought it would be a good idea. Hmmm, yea; just like the lobotomy option offered me years ago when they couldn't break the daily cycle of my...
- Hi all! Glad to be back here. Took a brief, if unpleasant trip back into the land of debilitating Migraines. (Damn, thought that was over). Well, life is a series of ups and downs. We had rain, glorious rain and thunder and lightning! Thunder always...
- I feel like Snoopy with his tongue hanging out - just blah! Too tired to do anything of enduring importance. Mind spinning with things I can't do anything about. Trying to focus to apply for Medical (medicaid/Covered Care California) AGAIN!!! I read...