Been a long time since I was here. Honestly, I lost the site info: name and such. Feel like major idiot, but that's nothing new lately. Forgetting more things than I care to mention. Had one of those dreams last night; maybe a nightmare, dream that you can't shake when you wake up, all jumbled around and too real to be a dream , but too weird to be real. Hope its not the Cymbalta. I'm allergic to so many meds - nearly all sleep aids, anti- depressive, anti- anxiety. Mental changes. I just want something to work, and to get some sleep. Tonight my husband made me feel stupid. We were doing a puzzle and I was just singing a dumb little song - ya know, trying to get myself into a better mood.He basically threw a fit and stormed off. Why can't a man be more like a woman? I'm very blessed to be working for a woman in her home who's only 4 years older than I who shares some health problems and issues with me. Fibro, arthritis, etc. Respect and friendship: maybe something is missing. If I did something to annoy her or visa versa, we would simply laugh and say:"uh, no." or "Really?" Oh well, it's not the end of the world. It only seems like when you're unhappy, it's an endless night. Peace to you all.