arthursmum

I was angry and hurt earlier. Ripping up the carpet helped get out some of the agression and also fed into the anger because I realized further that the MOFO's who flipped my house don't know how to...

My update - I am realizing that it's ok. Things have changed in the last hour or two and I'm totally ok with it. I don't like it but I'm ok with it.  Arthur's update - he spent today as his first...

Back from my trip to see the Dude. The week previous went very well but I'm realizing that the relationship is causing anxiety. Therapist told me that sometimes even the good stuff causes anxiety but...

Can't wait to make the drive on Friday to see the dude. I feel so much better abou tthings. Therapist pretty much read my mind and queried me about specific thoughts and they were all what I'm...

Felt a little more anxiety today in the office. First day back with people around. Was ok at first then started getting obtrusive thoughts left and right. Feeling semi ok right now but get anxious...

I'm doing well again today.  Even though it's raining and I almost skidded into a truck I was smiling as I was driving.  Bills have me down - Arthur's food is not agreeing with him so my sister in...

I'm doing very well this afternoon/ evening.  I've done a lot of thinking in the last day or two. I really feel like this is not the end of the world. Every time I feel anxious I tell myself "Sarah...

Looking for help - just started therapy and a drug - the intrusive thoughts are ruling my day it feels like!

Havent been on in what feels like a million years.  Dating a wonderful man who is actually MY NEIGHBOR hahah. How weird is that. My meds seem to be on the right track.  I've had to give up drinking...

I'm so rediculously heart broken. I don't understand how the ex can seem to move on so easily. I try not to think about it during the day but everything reminds me of him. Someone told me that the...

Was doing pretty well - evrey now and again I have the obsessive thoughts that I might harm someone but normally it's like a memory of a thought or like I'm on the outside looking in. It just feels...

I normally am so strong but I'm just so tired of being strong. I'm mentally tired of doing this day in and day out. I'm pissed that the bf threw in the towel for reasons that make no sense. I just...

So I blew off the wedding I was supposed to go to today. Feel kind of bad but I just don't want to be around work people let alone a lot of people and feel the need to be "on".  Its thunderstorming...

I think it's over. part of me is so sad and part of me is so relieved. I don't know how to lean on a man I'm with and now I don't have to - is that selfish?

Feeling better in general throughout the day. The obsessive thoughts are not as bad as they were, but they are still there. But when I wake up is probably the worst. Unfortunately I think I have...